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A or B? Tough decision to make

February 22, 2010 Leave a comment

Everyday we are making decisions… some are easy; some are tough. Have you had to make any very tough decision? Which either one is good and you just not so sure what to do and it is affecting your future and daily life.

I have had a tough decsion to make before Chinese New Year. I thought I had made up my mind already. But oh God Noooo…. I got a phone voice message  from School A.  I know they gonna offer me a job. At some point I like this school too. Principal is nice and very educated and nice workmates it seem… as she mentioned most of them are Christians. I am thinking should i just escape from School B, which I contracted with and gamble on they won’t chase me for one month salary if I don’t show up? It is very bad thing to do… Just tell me don;t think too much and settle with the School B pls… tough tough tough…



February 20, 2010 Leave a comment

Psychic? What do you think about it? Are you into it? Have you tried to get some readings done by medium? Any spooky experience to share?

I was very much into psychic personally. But now… not so crazy as before. Back to old days, I keep trying new mediums to read for me. I always wondered were going to happen to me. For example, who am I gonna married with? How many children? What does my soul mate look like? What is his name? Where is he from? When will we meet? Hows my career path like? How things lay ahead? I had millions questions to them. But even the same questions, I got different answers by different mediums. Isn’t it funny? I was told to have a asian husband and a Canadian white husband. I was told I would have 2 daughters, the other one said just one, and one said I would have a boy and girl :/

But lately, since I started reading Barry and Richard’s book, my mind has changed. So far, I am turning 36 soon, I still have no potential guys around… I started to think and try to live this life on my own. I am really trying believe me. I almost made up my mind and prepare to be single rest of my life. Hopefully not to have long life I wish. I don’t want to be alone like now all the time… for another 36 years…
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Can you live without your TV or fridge?

February 19, 2010 3 comments

Have you ever thought of how would your life like without your TV and fridge? What would you do if you really have to live without them? mmmm think about it before you keep reading if you would keep reading my blog…

My friend asked me how long have you been living without a TV so far. I gave it a thought. I can’t tell.. may be 2  years?

He asked again how many years I live without a fridge? I said since I moved in this room. So it has been 3.5 years so far.

How do I manage days without TV and fridge? I live with my computer!! I watch movies, even tv , listen to radio now on my lap top. And I mainly eat out or cook simple things here. I just buy food which can stay ok without fridge. Cold drinks? Go to the store downstairs, just need to take a walk. Beside that, those are sugary drinks, not good at all. It is really good way for me to cut them out of my life hahaha.

One thing I must confess, which is I don’t have a closet also. And my friend borrowed my suitcase which supposed all my clothes hangaround… I must get her to return as soon as possible as my clothes now piled up like a hill here :/

If situation available I wish to move to a bigger place and have space for a fridge and a closet 🙂

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Selfish examples

February 19, 2010 Leave a comment

I had a long chat with my old friend, a workmate from a school I worked for 6 years. We chatted and chatted about the old principal there. She is old, around 60 plus now. I worked there for 6 years and she is still working there, so far 11 years now. We both know her too well. We were counting all the weakness about her eg, coward, when issues came up, which she should step forward to deal with or settle them. Of course those are included work load issues between teachers. Some didn’t want to work more or refused to do this and that. As a leader in the school, you got to speak out and make things fair to everyone. She is also selfish for sure. She didn’t like teacher over educated than herself. She wouldn’t let you off work andyou couldn’t be able to catch your classes. There are more things to tell but thats it for now. She is the most useless and weak leader I have seen.

Last night I messaged one of my friend from UK. I have been avoiding to chat with as I am feeling he is kind of annoying. Lack of soical skills, self- centered. And I I am not wrong about him again. Here is our conversation last night, short one but enough to upset me…

He: Hey

Me: Hi

He: hows you ?

Me:sick and abit busy

He:what are you busy with ?

Me: work

He:ummm you took some kids home to look after ?

Me:i need to plan for lessonsssss and do reports etc . not jsut look after kids. i m not nanny

He:woah easy tiger

Me:i dont like ppl look down pre school teachers really … many ppl think they just look after kids which is so wrong

He:sorry sifu.

He:I’m sick and not very busy


Me: try oreo strawberry flav, yum

He:i feel bad now

I didn’t want to reply him anymore. The thing he always talking about is how bored he is at work and bored bored… In fact he has a very great job making $300 USD per hour… Imagine how piss off when an unemployed person listening it everyday? And he just whelming everyday about his life and work.  From above conversation, you may not get an idea how angry I was to him. The nanny bit, he offered me to be his son nanny in UK and paying me just 641. USD per month. Shit enough. And he thought I did really want to be a nanny. Huh! Hello.. it is not just nanny but his maid too.. and he always want to fuck me… hello… such a cheap guy!! One time he even said to me that he had already found someone to be nanny, I was late! I said I never have an interest to be a nanny. He said.. ohhh ok…  I don’t want to chat with him anymore indeed. Such an idiot.

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